Hey guys! It's Monday night and literally I am just getting my breath from the whirlwind weekend. From the time I left my house Friday am to set up for Marit until now, I have felt a teensy bit like a chicken running around with her head cut off. Which seriously, according to my Momma who has witnessed this action verb phrase first hand, is NOT a pretty sight.
But here is some good news (you know how a glass half full girl I am).....Marist was a great success. Those holiday shows can be so hit or miss. And miss with some stuff I made I did, however this little bauble did not disappoint:
Right now however, I feel led to share some other type of news with you. I guess about a month ago I noticed a bump in the cartilage flat part of my right ear. I thought it was a pimple. Ewww. Right? Even asked some peeps about it. But then it started to change, grow and seriously hurt. So Thursday I was able to squeeze a trip to the dermo amidst all my frenzy for Marist. And I'll be darned if he didn't take snapshots, stick a needle in it and take a slicing. Yep. OUCH. I had joked with my kids earlier in the car that I may get to play Van Gogh for Halloween this year. Ok. So maybe that's not as funny as it had previously sounded. And it is quite honestly consuming my thoughts. If it is skin cancer, how will they get to it without leaving a giant hole in my ear? And then, right now this hurts (I always tell people I do know pain, I HAD natural childbirth folks), what will the real removal feel like? The little "ewww gross Mom" that it is getting from my kids now.....what will it be like when and if the core of it gets removed? So many questions, so much to swirl in my head.